Salam Maal Hijrah

Penghijrahan Nabi dan para sahabat yg sgt2 suci...
sggup utk menggadaikan harta, nyawa, jiwa demi Islam yg t'cinta
sggup b'jalan berbatu-batu..tanpa aircond..RnR tepi jln...tnpa tndas yg proper mcm skrg nie..
plus makanan yg x ckup mcm kita..

sekarang, klu lapar...still ble brenti kt RnR n order nasi goreng ka, karipap ka.
nie...mmg  makanan dan bekalan air sgt2 terhad..
bkn tue sja, mereka b'hijrah kpd seorg yg jahiliyyah kpd sorg yg taat kpd perintah Allah..
meninggalkan segala-galanya utk Dia...

masyallah...hebatnya manusia sebegini..
tapi klu la para sahabt dan bginda tgk umat islam skrg...
mesti  baginda dan mereka sedey..
sbb org islam skrg dah hilang nilai2 sbgai seorg islam..

smpaikan org islam sendiri terpaksa ckp dkt non-muslim..
"klu nak tgk islam yg btol2, jgn tgk org islam tue...tpi explore islam tue sendiri.."

harapnya taun nie, aku dpt jdi 'cerminan islam tue sendiri'
walaupn mungkin x byk...ckit pn jdi la..aminn

rain drops..=]

it's raining outside,

the drops remind me about my past......

during those days,

i really hate rain..

because when it started to rain..

my mom will not allow me to go anywhere..

thus, i just have to stay in my room..

so that i will not get cold...

but sometimes...i dont even care about all those things..

for me...they seem to be sooo complicated..

so, i decided to do my 'own thing'..

just quietly and slowly sneak out..

and play the rain as much as i want..

emm...=]

when my mom knows about it..

i get my punishment..

i am not allow to go into the house until my clothes dry..

so...that is just a part of my past

now,

i will always love the rain...

because every drops that touch the earth will be followed by 'malaikat rahmat'

and when it's raining,

it will be one of the most 'mustajab' time..

for your doa' to be fullfilled...

so....it will be the right time to make a wish.. =]

Allah, please let the miracle happens..

u never know what's going to happen in ur future..

but u can still reflect upon ur action in past...

but if something that's really...really...really unexpected thing happens,

what should u do?

are u going to pray?sleep?eat?or watchin tv?

even if it's not about urself, but it's involve ur love ones,

what should u do?

i'm speechless....not knowing wht to do....and how to act..

i'm just stunned,

the melody of melancholy is playing in my mind right now..

i really wish that miracle can happen..

and i believe..

only Him can do the miracles...

please Allah..let the miracle happens..aminnnnn

Imagine..

imagine..

to become a 'seed',

coming from nowhere but somehow,

the seed turns out to grow and grow,

and become a plant,

where beautiful flowers are bloomed..

imagine..

to become a larva,

waiting for soo long inside,

from hours to days,

and move on to weeks...

but when the time comes,

the larva turned to become a butterfly,

which always be adored by man..

imagine,

to become a river..

where the 'dancing' fishes,

and heaps of shining stone can be seen,

and where the sound of calm, that can soothe the soul be found.

imagine...

how Allah has created so many things around us,

yet sometimes we are not even have a glimpse to look at them..

so..
have a rest...
take a deep breathe n be thankful of u hv now..Alhmdllh..=]

Inspired by ?!!

Sempat mnonton tv ngn baba pagi tdi,

Althought i cnt really remember the name of tht show, there is something tht triggers me to write somethin about it.

About a person tht made me impressed, 

his 'famous' name is Sheikh Ala' (tht have been mentioned), from Iskandariah Mesir..

Pada mulanya t'lintas jga dlm hati nie utk ttup tv tue,
sbb takot nnt melalot smpai tgk cita yg apa2..

tpi bila tgk beliau, rsa mcm sgt kagum...

bila tgk cara beliau menyampaikan Islam dgn sgt 'cool' membuatkan aku lg kagum. 

Senyuman nya yg membuatkn 

rmai golongn baek dri golongan knak-knak, remaja mahupun warga tua berasa sgt senang. 

I bet people around him are happy with his presence. 

Entah...even bila menonton Sheikh Ala' dlm tv pon  aku rsa sgt yg beliau sgggt penyayang, sbb nmpak kesungguhan beliau dlm menyampaikan risalahNya. 

Smpaikan  kanak2 kecil yg beliau ajar pn akan ikut dia balek bila dh abis sesi pengajaran, siap b'jalan b'pegangan tangan yg rmai2 tue..mcm chain..sama2. 

Sheikh jgk hiasi waktu pengajian beliau dgn senyuman yg x putus. 

i believe he does enjoy what he's doing right now.

Sheikh Ala' sangat2 menghormati kanak2 walaupon mereka masih di usia muda. 

T'kesan bila beliau b'kata yg harus melayani knak2 kecil krn merekalah yg akn mewarisi segalanya baek kepimpinan dlm agama maupn negara. 

Aku dpt tau yg org p'tama menghunus pedang dlm Islam ialah Zubair bin Awwam yg pda ketika itu hanya b'umur 12 thn drpd menonton prgm tue. 

Beliau sgt2 melayani knak2 di sana hinggakn mereka x penah rasa nk miss kelas sheikh nie.

bila melayani org tua, ketika memberi pengajian,
Shiekh Ala' selalu berasa malu bila berhadapan dgn warga tua sbb beliau kna mengajar dlm keadaan yg dduk di atas kerusi, sedangkan warga tua t'paksa dduk di bwh. 

Beliau sgt concern dgn perasaan suma org. =]

Tapi antara suma2 tue, yg paling terasa...

nmpak senyuman yg sheikh berikan dkt org sekeliling beliau.
x nmpak penat pn dlm beliau melakukan 'kerja' .
Nmpak sgt bahagia, dan aku dpt rasa yg belaiu buat dgn sepenuh hati beliau. 

Terdetik hati nie nk jgk jadi mcm beliau. 

Rasa nk senyum bila menyebarkan kasih2 Dia, nk rsa bahagia n nk suma org rsa kebahagiaan tue. (^_^)

masih t'senyum...

alhmdllh...alhmdllh...alhmdllh....

aku masih lagi hidup di bumi ini,
masih lg b'jalan di bumi ini,
dan masih lg b'nafas mnghirup udara2 segar di sini,
Moga Allah redha dgn setiap amalan yg dilakukan kini..

hampir setahun b'musafir di negara seberang,
meniliti dan memerhati setiap gelagat manusia,
merasai setiap ksh syg yg dicurahkn di sana,
juga merasai rasa manis dan masam yg bisa mnguatkan jiwa....

di sana..
aku mula menilai diriku sendiri,
siapakah diriku,
bagaimana pula dgn perangaiku..
yg sekejap 'on'...sekejap 'off'...

di sana juga...
aku mula mencari DIA,
mula mengenali DIA,
mula merasai betapa manisnya bila b'temu dgn DIA...
betapa aku mudah t'leka...mudah hanyut...lemas dgn lautan dunia...

di sana juga...
aku mula mengerti hidup ku ini bknya utk diriku shj,
tapi utk semua,

"Hidup bukanlah utk menerima dgn sebyk-byknya,ttp utk memberi dgn sebyk-byknya.."
teringat kata2 yg dipetik drpd laskar pelangi~

aku harus memberi,memberi dan memberi....
p'jalanan hidupku seharusnya lebih b'erti...

moga p'jalanan hidup ku ini ,
bak benih baik yg bisa b'cambah bila dicampak di mana-mana shj...
bisa jadi pokok yg kuat akarnya,
biar pasak!!